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There are two theories of Blogging, one is to blog as soon as you get laid with neighbours young daughter OR you wait till you get laid with her 4-5 times
. Well, getting serious… this one is after a LONG time. And I feel it will have more content, an orgasmic excitement! BEWARE: I take no responsibility for well structuralism of this post
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I will through this post, try to initialise a thought on following:
- what is the meaning of ANSWER ?
- Why do we get convinced sometimes, while else we continue in search ?
- Why can’t, books provide all the answers, the questions we ask are after all repeated !?
- And is it that, always there are answers… ?
- If some questions don’t have answers, why do some people still go in a futile endeavour ?
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Consider a Saint. In our worldly description of a Saint, he is Baba Ramdev, Baba Sudhanshu Ji Maharaj or Baba Maheshwari…. whoever he is, is considered a image of GOD, thy presence on world. But I should rather ask why do we consider him something unworldly, something divine ? What does he do to make people believe to achieve such great position ? I can’t beg to think, but perhaps he has answers to everyday hassles…. his calm and composed figure is an epitome to draw positive energy. But then why does he has all the answers ? Maybe he has already asked all the questions to himself! And perhaps our anticipation of right and wrong is not very clear.
Consider the trivial-lest of questions: “What is the purpose of life ?”. I can guarantee that no person in the world claims to know the answer…. BUT…. each established soul will make you believe that THEIR answer is correct. What I just produced is a contradiction. How can each answer be correct, when there exist no answer ! ? Well all aforementioned people are good enough to cast a spell of their own explanation…. but the more crucial fact is, you let yourself to the hypnotic effect. It is similar to lack of immunity to diseases! The time you have immunity…. you can only be preyed to deadlier of viruses. So to answer the first question about what answer is I would say that it is our relative ignorance to understanding, our shallowness to divine.
Well then, I have something more to say, IMHO mathematicians are the most foolish people on Earth! Now you would ask me… what rubbish, heh ? See your answer is propelled by what society thinks, and your opinion on the matter is VERY shallow. Anyhow listen me out
. Consider what is 1 + 2 it is 3. Cool! And what is 2 + 4 it is 6. Wondrous! And what do we have, Mathematics! The area which has all the answers in it’s domain. How very shallow! They think because they can solve all the questions of their domain… they’re the most intellectual people around ? And you cannot help to laugh when I would tell you that, some problems in mathematics can be proved UNSOLVABLE! That is simply hilarious ( I am myself a mathematician in some sense…
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Continuing from my first thought, it is clear that a narrow thought will yield to something better and give up searching more! A Saint never stops searching for the meaning of life, because he has opened himself to divine, and devine tells that there is no answer to life! Your depth defines your search!
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I recently watched the movie, “Into the Wild”, based on true adventures of Chris McCandless. In VERY succinct summary, Chris is Leather Wearer( one who roams the country ). Having a disturbed childhood and identifying himself as a Bastard, he leaves the homely comfort after his graduation in search of TRUTH. He works at a Farm, a leather workshop and yeilds to the Nature’s fury in his Great Alaskan Adventure. After months of Solitude and retrospection his last words remark:
“Happiness is only when shared.”
I cannot help thinking, in how many books, wisdom talks and verse texts, the same thought is reflected. Being a ferocious reader of Tolstoy and Shakespeare, Chris must have come across this line at least once. Was it so important for him to yield his soul ?
On a deeper note, why is history written, why is literature cherished, why do poems get so intense but still hold significance over time ? If the only way Chris could find an “answer” to happiness was by defying all beliefs, did not all our legacy fail to save him ? Here lies the insight into the 3rd point.
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But when we ask what happiness is, we fail to see an answer in our surroundings, in books around us, and the society around us. Definitions shatter like pack of cards. Chris is no exception, he started off his journey in search for answers, but guess what, there existed no answers, there existed no end to the infiniteness he was propelling against! But after all the solitude and retrospection he realised that…. some questions have no answers, but the path to this cognisance itself is the answer! It is truth, the journey is the truth, the wildness of man is the truth.!!!
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Continuing from the last point, there may be a single realisation to GOD but there definitely exist infinite paths. Each person follows a unique one. And their lies the reason why books and legacy and history fail. Given a chance won’t you like to explore your imagination, OR would you always go via the road taken ? Each path is a realisation… maybe the ultimate truth is nothing but a dead end saying…. THE PATH IS THE TRUTH, YOUR WILDNESS IS THE TRUTH.